i spend the night alone pulling swigs from a liter of whiskey. i drink until the music is all i hear, and the rest of the world stands still in silence. until all i feel is my own body, and all of my thoughts are my own. i’m naked in the humidity, smiling from ear to ear when the song ‘dont look back in anger’ says “the brains i had, went to my head” in that moment, i knew what that meant. i understood each and every nook and cranny.