and so it is.

everything i wanted to say - and didnt.

there is no such thing as a short journey. 

lately i have this craving to just take off with someone. to throw it in park in the midst of an empty field, turn on some music, and twist and turn under the vast, indigo, texas sky. i want to twist my hips, and twirl around beneath my arms with my barefeet - the five-year-old-like psuedo-ballet moves i am known for doing. i want to laugh and feel free, let the wind take my hair from my shoulders and let go of any heaviness in my heart. i am too spontaneous for a life of reality and logistics. my naivete is my freedom. i am not unaware, i simply try to be. at my best, i escape my analytical, cynical side and wander aimlessly into positivity and joy for the beauty in simplicity. i am passionate, i run with things. i get an idea in my head and chase it with all of my might, until my heels bleed - until i could down right keel over from exhaustion. its going to be interesting one day, once i can obtain the life i crave to lead, to compare the two lives i have lived. i am patiently waiting until i can have the means to be truly - happy. it will be without question worthy of the time passed.

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