and so it is.

everything i wanted to say - and didnt.

& does he drive you wild? or just mildly free? 

we spend all of this time dreaming of love, longing for it, resenting time spent alone, chasing it, fighting for it tooth and nail - and once we capture it, we either tame it and settle, or it tames us, and we spend more time running away from it. i crave my partner in being perpetually untamed. i have this deep need for explanations. to me, having reasons behind your actions not only justifies but validates them entirely; in a way that no other expression could. that being said, i think having someone love you for the single reason that you love them is selfish. what is there behind it? you love me because i give you my love. i love you for every character trait, every flaw, every freckle on your nose, every bad habit. i love you for everything you are, and everything you are not. this doesnt just go for you either, it’s a broad statement. i intended to always love people how i would want to be loved, how i never felt i was loved, but lately the idea of loving someone with both feet on the ground nauseates me, especially when i see my empty hands. i ask you to cover me, and you ask how long. 

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