and so it is.

everything i wanted to say - and didnt.

i wouldnt take it back. any of it. i believe firmly in everything taking place for one reason or another. i never believed in much until i met you, but there never seemed to be a moment of silence with us, and i believed in that - if nothing else. i believed in your ability to accept my views, and vice versa; how people should. you accepted me into your life, heart, family, regardless of our differences. i miss that kind of relationship these days, where i feel so lonely sometimes i cant seem to catch my breath. i feel guilty dragging someone alongside me, when i know without a doubt that i want to be alone, but i dont have the heart to say otherwise. i just cant recall what its like to depend on a friend anymore. or what its like to feel safe. i need something familiar, someone. and its driving me a bit crazy.

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