its only when i stopped dwelling on what i wasnt; that i started appreciating what i was, like i said to myself: “okay - im never going to be an artist like shag, i’m never going to be fucking mark ryden, i’m not going to be……as much as i would love to be…and i would love to sketch and draw - thats not who i am, so i have to find out from all those influences; who I am and thats - what; i; am, you know what i mean? so once you know who you are - youre okay. like musically, once youve kind of found yourself you go “okay thats just where everything feels alright.” i think you just get to that point in your life where evrything starts to get so easy, it starts to feel natural, youre nothing but yourself - you’ve just got to find it.
i love you dad. youre a brilliant human being, i am completely one hundred percent, my father’s daughter.
